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Diary of a B+ Grade Polymath ([personal profile] tcpip) wrote2025-07-21 08:28 pm
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Midwinter Gatherings

On the weekend, I hosted a "Midwinter Day's Awakening", where once again I proved I can squeeze around 25 people into my apartment when dispersed over several hours. It has a cross between a "Christmas in July" southern-hemisphere provision of food and drink (lashings of mulled wine), and Elizabethan music (William Byrd, John Bull, John Bull et al), along with readings from Shakespeare, and the dulcet operatic tones of Angela L. (whose capacity to recite paragraphs from Shakespeare from memory is second to none). As featured attendees, the rodents Mayday and Mayhem were a big hit; "As I would serve a rat". But most of it was the outstanding company and wide-ranging, brilliant conversation that kept the event going from noon to the witching hour. As is often the case, I overcatered and now found myself in the enviable and challenging position of many delicacies. For example, what does one do with 1.5kg of Shropshire Blue cheese?

It was the second gathering of such nature recently as well; last week, I organised, through the Australia-China Friendship Society, a social dinner at Song's Dumplings, a glorious hidden gem in South Melbourne. Inexpensive, superb food in generous portions, and an amazing 1960s-style Chinese feature wall, the dinner was attended by a range of people from their 20s to their 80s. Everyone in the room was, of course, a bit of a worldly traveller, even the (relative) youngsters, and were able to discuss a variety of matters of Australia-China relations with great acumen, all whilst retaining a sharp sense of humour. I find it important that, with the exception of one person, the attendees of the ACFS dinner were completely different to the attendees of the Midwinter Day. I think it's important for a person's sanity to have diverse groups of friends - otherwise, you end up spending twenty years talking to the same people about the same things and wondering why you've ended up in an echo chamber.

As delightful as these two social occasions have been there is several other vectors in my life; Spanish studies for the impending trip, University teaching in supercomputing and researcher presentations, progress in my doctoral studies that cross climatological science and the psychology of denial, producer roles in the arts, poetry matters, and even some interesting news in the gaming hobby. Some of these will be raised in my next entry; I keep many irons in the fire of life, and most have been chosen well. But for now, gentle readers, I can only offer tantalising hints.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-19 06:34 pm
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holy shit

In last year's Artfight, I only drew 7 things. This year, I've drawn 22... and the month has a few weeks left. Holy shit!!!!

I'm currently resting and aim at mostly doing revenges until my next days off, but come join me!
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-19 12:50 pm
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UGH

I already knew that a lot of online stores have a certain price to qualify for free shipping. Today is a day off, so I'm requesting an online order at my job (making them do my job for me lol), and since I have free delivery that wouldn't be an issue. Except THEY have a minimum price or else you'll get a fee. I don't pay for shipping. But I would have to pay $7 for having an order under $35. So here I am, ordering some more food for the coming week just so I don't have to pay this. Jesus!!!

Look, at least it's all food and things I need. I have a con in 4 weeks so I can't spend any fun money until mid-August.
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dorchadas ([personal profile] dorchadas) wrote2025-07-09 09:45 pm

Happy Birthday [instagram.com profile] sashagee!

She always forgets how old she is but she doesn't forget her birthday.

I took today off, partially because of her birthday but also because last night was [instagram.com profile] sashagee's birthday present--a Babymetal concert:

2025-07-08 - BabyMetal concert

Babymetal always put on a great show and this time was no different--they have basically infinite energy even though they've been doing this for fifteen years. The last time we went to see Babymetal, the show was very long--Babymetal didn't even come out on stage until 10:30 p.m. or so. This time they were out on stage at 8:30, finished by 9:40 or so, and we were home by 10:15 p.m., albeit having to run home in the pouring rain. I did think it was kind of funny seeing all the metal fans scurrying for cover. [instagram.com profile] sashagee's comment was that it made her mascara run so it was extra metal cred (she was full Baby side of Babymetal, in pink with glitter on and odango hair).

When we got there the line was wrapped almost all around the block, so we waited for a while and were eventually joined by [instagram.com profile] confuciousdragon. He split off when we got inside because [instagram.com profile] sashagee wanted to grab another Babymetal T-shirt, and the whole time we heard music coming from upstairs. We thought they were just pumping up the crowd, like what happened later when we were waiting for Babymetal to set up and they played System Of A Down's "Chop Suey" and almost the entire crowd started singing along, but when we got through the line, finished paying, and finally got upstairs, it turned out that Bloodywood had started their set at the exact time the doors opened(!!) and were almost on their last song! We got about one-and-a-half songs before they left the stage and then we had to wait thirty minutes for Jinjer to set up.

Jinjer wasn't really my thing--I was probably a more little critical than I should have been because the last song I had heard from Bloodywood was fantastic--but the story that user site="instagram.com" name="confuciousdragon"> told us did make me more sympathetic. He said they're a Ukrainian band who were just getting big when the war started and most of their songs are about their experience. It makes me wish I could have understood the lyrics to their songs.

Babymetal, of course, put on an extremely high-energy show that was tons of fun, and unlike last time, [instagram.com profile] sashagee didn't start feeling bad so we could keep our place the entire concert! We were in the back left the whole time, watched the whole show, and then [instagram.com profile] sashagee bought two more t-shirts (for Bloodywood and Jinjer) on the way out. Good thing we had them, too, because we needed them to cover our heads as we ran for cover from the rain.

I took the next day off because it was the actual day of [instagram.com profile] sashagee's birthday, and so she would have time to recover, most of the day she didn't do anything. We sat around for most of the day until the evening, when we went to her birthday dinner downtown at Ema. We ate there before last year, when we were wandering around down town and passed it and I suggested it as a good place, and [instagram.com profile] sashagee liked it enough that she seized on it for her birthday dinner. We got some of the same things we got last time, a hummus and a salad, and I got a "charred eggplant" that turned out to just be baba ghanoush under a rename (I was hoping for actual charred eggplant). The real start was the dessert, though, just like last time. We skipped the vanilla panna cotta and I got a lava cake and [instagram.com profile] sashagee got a pear honey pie. Both of them were delicious, though [instagram.com profile] sashagee didn't realize that the pears had been absolutely soaked in alcohol until she was eating them by themselves (without the pie).

When we were done, we didn't have any other plans and [instagram.com profile] sashagee was a bit tired, so we got back on the L and headed home.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-15 02:01 pm
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monthly site donation

I donated to Wikipedia just now because I don't think I can make a significant donation to any usual sites right now. I have a con next month on my birthday, so I'm setting paycheck money aside for that.
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dorchadas ([personal profile] dorchadas) wrote2025-07-15 11:07 am

Sudden shutdowns, lovely

Currently dealing with my computer suddenly shutting down out of nowhere. No warning, no message in the event viewer, just bloop and full restart. It might be the PSU but it's a prebuilt so the PSU is placed under this dumb metal box thing and I cannot figure out how to get it open. I reseated all the cords I could get ahold of, blew all the dust out, and cleaned things up. We'll see if that helps.

It's not a "under load it draws too much power" problem because the last time it shut down I just wasn't doing anything other than browse the web, and it didn't shut down last night when I was playing Vintage Story taking up its 22gb of RAM. That of course makes it worse--if it consistently shut down when doing heavy gaming it would mean I had an insufficient PSU for my other components, but if it just does it randomly it probably means the PSU is going bad, which is a problem if I can't get under the case to actually access it.

We'll see if that cleaning helped.
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Diary of a B+ Grade Polymath ([personal profile] tcpip) wrote2025-07-15 11:20 pm

Stewardship

Several years ago, I was visited by John August of the Pirate Party as I was hosting a special dinner for visitors, and he watched with keen interest as I put together a four-course French dinner with paired drinks, music, and a multi-layered laminated menu. "You have a very organised mind", he observed kindly. Cue last Friday, and I find myself in the company of Liza D., at a multi-narrative arthouse theatrical production, "Art, War, and Other Catastrophes". It was quite an interesting show, with unexpected convergence of the past (hello Helen!) afterwards, with our discussion venturing to a slightly wayward younger friend and my consistent efforts to encourage their intellectual insight. "You would make a good father", Liza remarked, which is probably one of the nicest things that one could say to a man of my vintage. Between the two events, a moment burned in my mind is Karl B., discussing life-skills referred to what he called "shit-togetherness", the ability to manage everything from one's own mental states, to personal and household budgets, to community groups, and beyond. Karl was expressing some concern that many don't seem to acquire this skill and knowledge until their thirties, if at all.

I suggested to Karl (inspired by the skill in the Pendragon RPG, no less) that the most appropriate term was "stewardship". The word, from Old English (stigweard) itself, originally means "hall guardian". It has semi-religious overtones as well, an trend in the Judeo-Christian tradition that represents an active and responsible engagement with the environment, a point I strenously made in an address to the Unitarian Church some eight years ago, and one which our political and economic leaders have manifestly failed; we are supposed to "serve the garden in which we have been placed" (Genesis 2:15). There is a grim irony that an rational atheist and emotional pantheist finds himself appealing to Biblical verse when our nominal leaders profess a faith that they do not seem to even aspire to practise. But of course, there are very profound secular reasons as well why stewardship is the right noun to describe human interaction with our environment, rather than a protectionist laissez-faire or indifferent exploitation.

Stewardship most of all entails a sense of responsibility. Starting from oneself, it entails a sense that one will not engage in self-sabotating behaviour and put effort in making the best use of one's mind ("the mind is a terrible thing to waste") and time ("Life is short, death is long, use your time wisely"). Extended to households, whether shared or singular, it means being responsible for creating an home that is both stimulating and a sanctuary, and extended to the social world, to paraphrase Hannah Arendt, it is engagement in the public realm where social freedom, through action and dialogue, becomes manifest, within the context of the natural world as a whole. Ultimately, stewardship is the responsible and ethical planning and management of resources, whether personal, social, or environmental, and as Lamb pointed out, the greater the power, the greater the responsibility. How careless are our rulers! As Frankl remarked, without responsibility, freedom degenerates into arbitrary whims, these rampaging childish pathological monsters who crush others underfoot with their indifference.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-13 08:29 pm
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do art daily... i guess

So I made an account on Do Art Daily and did exactly that. But now it feels like a bad time because Art Fight has me burned out, and my work schedule was FINALLY changed so that I don't go in at 5am anymore. But I'm too physically exhausted to draw right now. I notice the quality of my AF attacks slowly degraded, and adjusting to a normal work schedule (8am now) has been weird. I naturally woke up at 4am this morning, it's 8:31pm and I'm already tired as if I'm going to wake up at 3:40am. I feel insecure about my art and I want to keep drawing for my streak, but ugh :(

A funny side effect is I forgot that DAD mostly has a userbase on 4chan's /ic/. So I decided to check their threads and I see that I've been put in various tierlists since I've appeared in submissions every day for the last few months. So far I haven't been name dropped, but general consensus seems to be I'm an average artist. I honestly don't really like the WIPs I post there lately, I could use some experimentation..... but I don't really care to draw anything else besides OCs / ponies or women lol. I'll see what happens I guess. I need to stop feeling so exhausted before July ends so I can do some revenges including human characters for AF. August is my birthday and the con, so... I'll see what happens then...

I probably mentioned this months ago but I got auto-banned from Reddit, my main account was randomly suspended so I deleted it. Then I made 2 new accounts, and they were automatically suspended. I generally use a VPN so I wonder if that's why, but one auto-banned account was on my normal IP. Reddit is fucking insane and stupid, I had to remake my account because I was sexually harassed in DMs a few times on my first account... But it was one of the few mainstream sites I used, and I've been really enjoying subs like r/Presidents and other niche things like Marapets has a sub. I'm also kind of desperate for a "normie" sanity haven when it comes to politics, I don't like Breadtubers but Contrapoint's ~hot take~ she got cancelled for (again) was so reasonable and it makes me wonder if I should be on that kind of space since I'm tired of tankies and conservatives. Sigh. I feel like people are judging me for not being "radical" or not conservative as I used to be, I'm tired of keeping up a LARP to look "cool".

Now I'm wondering if I make an account on the mobile app, would I get auto banned again? Fuck if I know. It's hard to just browse without an account.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-12 04:26 pm

Bring back Moshi Monsters... unless...?

I stopped posting website updates on here because I'm on hiatus and fell out of investing in DW, but I did a write-up about Moshi Monsters and the movie here back in December. There's been a Kickstarter for the reboot going on for over a month, and... I don't think they're going to make it. It has a month and three days left and it hasn't even reached the base goal of funding... Kinda sad, honestly. I want to maybe throw some money at it to see if a reboot for adults is any better, but I'm debating on it. Like I outlined in my article, Mind Candy has a history of not being good with money.

What's funny though is I decided to write a review on the movie when it turned 11 last winter because I like it and wanted more people to know about it. Even zoomers who knew about Moshi Monsters were unaware of the movie. Lo and behold, Mind Candy has posted the full thing on Youtube to hype up their Kickstarter!



(open in another window, I made the embed small so this won't break on mobile)

...Unfortunately, I don't think that's going to help fund it... This movie is very average and inaccessible to people who didn't play the game. But I thought it was cute and nicely animated... Good luck Moshi Monsters! I might throw $7 at it next paycheck and give more if it reaches the base goal before August. If the reboot really does happen I might make an account lol.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-10 09:51 am

I'm Starting to Feel Pity for MAGA

This isn't going to be a Trump Derangement Syndrome blog. I just have little energy to write when I'm dedicating my time to drawing every day, and I got an interesting Substack article in my email from a weird dude with occasional decent takes this morning.

I'm Starting to Feel Pity for MAGA

I’ve written about this before, but I sincerely miss the Republicans of olde. They had their virtues (skepticism of centralized authority) and their blind spots (a gullible exemption on the topic of cops and the military). But at least you could map their thinking beyond cultish mantras.

When MAGA sauntered on the scene, it was apparent there was no there beyond: Whatever Trump says (plus hating foreigners & vaccines). Even on subjects where we found nominal agreement, I couldn’t get them to apply their criticism consistently. When they complained about Hunter Biden’s nepotistic Burisma gig, I was right there with them! Even the smell of corruption is noxious! But ask them to apply that same standard to Trump’s entire family enterprise and LOOOOOL

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I used to think shame would be our savior, but now I think it’s what will bury us. They’re too ashamed of being conned to admit they were conned — trapped in a cycle where acknowledging the truth feels worse than continuing the lie. So they double down, seeking compensation for personal failings by outsourcing their rage, letting someone else wield their anger while he picks their pockets during the fireworks show.


I used to have enmity for the MAGA movement, but now I just have pity. They’ve chosen to humiliate themselves so thoroughly, so completely, that anger feels almost cruel. Like kicking someone who’s already prostrate in their own filth.

I just wish this movement humiliated themselves on their own time and in their own corner, without dragging us down with them.

Granted, I don't pity them. They're willful idiots who are getting what they deserve.

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Diary of a B+ Grade Polymath ([personal profile] tcpip) wrote2025-07-10 08:29 pm
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China Events, Future Travels

Two nights ago, the Chinese consulate in Melbourne hosted a dinner for committee members of the Australia-China Friendship Society. It was held with no particular agenda in mind, but with less than ten people participating in the wide-ranging conversation, as one could expect, it did include a rather pointed look at a certain powerful but irresponsible world leader. The Consul-General was, of course, very diplomatic in his words and I could be a little more blunt (ironically, through understatements), but that is our respective positions. It was also an opportunity to send our farewells to the Vice Consul General who has served here for four years and welcome their replacement, who I am sure will do very well. On a directly related matter, the following night I attended the spectacular "Folk Reimagined" concert at the Melbourne Recital Centre, which was performed by members of the Guizhou Chinese Orchestra and the Australia Orchestra, which was a rather brilliant performance. I attended with Susie C., an old friend from Perth who has recently moved to Melbourne, and Fiona P., who recently spoke at the ACFS on bi-cultural experiences and history. On a much more modest scale, the Australia-China Friendship Society is holding a social dinner next Tuesday at Song's Dumplings; delicious food, inexpensive, and very good company.

As much as I would dearly love to visit Guizhou as soon as possible with its incredible landscapes (there is a very enticing trip on offer in early 2026), it is increasingly likely that I am going on a more distant (and much more expensive) adventure at the end of the year. Kate R., and I are plotting (following plenty of conversation over three extensive visits to the National Gallery of Victoria over three days) about taking a trip to South America and Antarctica at the end of the year, which would include Lima, Machu Picchu, Buenos Aires (where I can satiate my Jose Luis Borge needs), Tierra del Fuego, the Antarctic peninsula, and Montevideo. All of this is, somewhat, a result of having accumulated long-service leave (which I skipped in my last job to take this current one) and a dearth of international travel in my youth, albeit with a few interstate visits. Speaking of which, a quick trip to the top-end is planned in a month to visit Lara D., check out the apartment I helped purchase, and attend some events of the Darwin Festival.
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Capy ([personal profile] paperghost) wrote2025-07-09 02:48 pm

I Don't Grieve His Hatred, Trump Supporter, I Grieve Yours.

I Don't Grieve His Hatred, Trump Supporter, I Grieve Yours.

And though all of these things are undoubtedly emboldened by him and encouraged by him and celebrated by him—that is not the source of my despair. It is the reality that all of this vicious, toxic, filth that we are infected with today is something you are largely fine with. The unapologetic hatred is not alarming or discomforting enough to you to move you to action or to speak against it.

Oh sure, you might inwardly twinge with discomfort at one or two of the most egregious offenses, but by and large, you're good with it all.

With your silence as much as with your volume, you show me you are more with him than you are against him, that you are more like him than different from him, and that you and I are increasingly morally incompatible.

So yes, his ascendence has been a raking light illuminating everything hidden, and I am seeing you and so many of those who share this country with me with heartbreaking clarity.

That is why I grieve, friend.

That is why I don't see America or my church or my neighborhood or my family the same anymore, and I'm not sure I ever will again.

The greatest tragedy to me isn't him. It isn't the reality that the person in the highest seat of power in our nation lacks a single benevolent impulse, that he is impervious to compassion, incapable of nobility, and mortally allergic to simple kindness.

The greatest tragedy is how many Americans he now represents—and that he represents you.

That’s where the sadness is and why I mourn the loss of the people like you, whom I once thought I knew.

Long after he is gone, that grief will remain.

 

I feel like the other worst part is I've grown to hate people more since 2016 and again in this year. Bush and the recession already ruined my life, then there was the racist Tea Party / birther theory lunatics during Obama, which was the tipping point to all of this. This old Livejournal post probably looks like hyperbole, but I remember all of those claims being said in real life. I wasn't even a fan of Obama, but nobody cares about the facts. People in cults never do.

If there's one thing I've learned in the last 15 years, is to NEVER write off lunatics off as "a vocal minority". That's literally how they won.
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dorchadas ([personal profile] dorchadas) wrote2025-07-08 03:51 pm

Just a hypothetical

What is the proper course of action when someone repeatedly participates in Teams meetings with coworkers without wearing any headphones?

You know, hypothetically.
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summerstorm ([personal profile] summerstorm) wrote2025-07-08 03:41 pm

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Does anybody need someone to copy-edit/proofread a blog post or article or TTRPG notes or something? I'll do like 1k for, I don't know, 10 bucks? I have a really hard time making shit up for portfolio reasons and setting up a Fiverr gig requires samples of your work. Gross.

I'm probably not even going to use that, because I'm pretty sure I can offer that sort of work on Ko-Fi and I hate the shit out of content mills, but all the same.

Today's D20 list (where I write down twenty things and then roll a d20 to see what I do next) is mostly research; so far I've compiled a few examples of printable item and spell cards for D&D, done the above, and found out the reason Inprnt wouldn't accept my files is that I've been saving JPGs in Apple's Display P3 color profile. I thought they weren't big enough, which is probably ridiculous, I have a fucking Canon DSLR.

I don't think I talked about this here, but back in May my mom stopped receiving her minimal basic income, so we're surviving on kindness and savings, and there's not that much in savings. If anyone wants to help out, my Paypal account is battlesinthemorning@gmail.com. Literally every bit helps. But I am also trying to do actual work without driving myself up the wall. It's hard because every time my mom asks my sister for money*, my mental health takes five steps back, but I'm trying.

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